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Show 0 Mm' BY I RICHARD HOFFMANN COPYRIGHT BY R1CHARO HOFFMANN K3SS VV.N.U. 5 ER Vf CE THE STORY FROM THE OPENING CHAPTER Following his father's criticism of his Idle life, and the notification that he need not expect any Immediate financial assistance, Ha! Ireland, son of a wealthy banker, finds himself practically without funds but with the promise of a situation in San F'rancisco, which he must reach, from New York at once. He takes passage with a cross-country auto party on a "share expense" basis. Four of his companions are a young, attractive girl, Barry Trafford; middle-aged Giles Kerrigan; Sister Anastasia, a nun; and an individual whom he instinctively dislikes, Martin Crack. Barry's reticence annoys him. To Kerrigan he takes at once, and he makes a little progress with Barry. Exchanging reminiscences, she learns Hal Is the son of the wealthy Frederick Ireland. Through a misunderstanding, that night, Hal Is directed to Barry's room, instead of his own. Propinquity seems to soften Barry's apparent unfriendliness, and they exchange kisses. The following day Hal tells her he loves her. She answers that she mustn't love him, without giving any reason. Crack brutally insults Kerrigan. Hal forces him to apologize abjectly, and his feeling of enmity and disgust for Crack Is intensified. CHAPTER VI Continued 11 "Then one day her father told her that the man had asked his consent to their marriage the girl's and the lodger's. Her father had given It. He treated It so much as an ordinary matter that, even without with-out warning, the girl had no real feeling about It one way or the other. And her father wanted It. So they were married, quietly, right away, she being Just under seventeen seven-teen and her husband a little past thirty. For more than a year there was hardly any difference In her life: she gave up her heaus, counted count-ed her husband's laundry and sewed on his buttons as she did for her father. It was like a sort of dream not happy, not unhappy that doesn't seem worth breaking down because you know it Is a dream and you'll wake up soon. "Then her father was taken ill very ill so that the doctor told her she must think of his dying. She couldn't not possibly It rilled her with such panic. It filled her so dreadfully, so desperately, that she never wondered what would happen between her and her husband. One night her father called her to him; he asked her to promise that she would stick to her husband no matter what happened, do what he wanted her to do, no matter what it was, never leave him nor disobey him, for ten years. She promised ; and then In his weakness and fever her father forgot about it and begged her to promise all over again. It was so terribly Important to him really terribly terror mixed up in It. And while she stayed watching him after she'd promised, her father died." A dog barked in the still, hot town and the dark, sleeping silence of the plains lay out und away before them forever under the starless black of the sky. "Later," said Barry quietly, "when she began to believe that It had happened, she told her husband she would try to love him. If he would wait try to love him for the friendship friend-ship and trust her father must have had for him. to make her promise that. Her husband laughed at her as If she were a fool ; he said, 'He made you promise that because he wanted to keep his respectability in h 1 with him, and I can have It back whenever I like.' He showed her a paper, a sort of receipt that was practically a confession of something her father had done before be-fore he'd come here, in another bank an acknowledgment that her husband had covered It up for him. "That was four years ago. Her contract still has six years to run. and what she'll be when It ends Her husband's plans are delinlte enough to make money for him, and power for him. In the ways he finds. The four years have been mostly a sort of schooling for that, with a few little try-outs." She paused only an Instant. "I'd like to help her, but there's no way, you see. Disillusion at nineteen doesn't seem to drown nineteen years of love and reverence, and a a superstltition about promises, about a sort of honor even In dishonor." dis-honor." The black spread of darkness before be-fore them was oppressive, stealthy In oppression, and Hal tightened his arms to make sure she was still there against him. He had shut the meanings of the story out of his mind, but he shouldn't have let even the words come In the deliberate, simple words that softly Infected his unacknowledged fears. Now he must say what would slip the secreted se-creted leashes on their goitig-on together, to-gether, over the near, elusive threshold of enchantment. Then Barry said steadily, "That's the story, Hal. What do you think?" "It's Improbable." said Hal at ' once, "and banal and wickedly Irrelevant Ir-relevant to what my heart and the whole world Is full of. Barry " i Within his arms, she turned quickly and stopped hack his words with her smooth, urgent Hps. He could feel her breast move with her breathing, close against his almost feel her pulses Join his to use one rhvthm for what. In that transport ed moment, was a single surging of life. Then her lips evaded him, her cheek pressed hard against his, and lie heard her whispering. "You see, I'm not strong enough, brave enough to tell you you aren't the person with whom I want t o spend the rest of my life, anyway, anyhow that yon won't always be the only person, no matter what can happen In this whole wide green world, or In heaven, or In hell. My own darling, I love you. That's all there Is. To say I love you most or best or dearest makes the word cheap, and It can never be cheap again. I can never use It again except for you. I love you, and I haven't been strong or honest or brave for you. O G d," she said In a final cry, "perhaps I'm glad I haven't been." With sudden, frantic strength, she tore herself out of his arms and was gone from him, into the waiting wait-ing darkness. CHAPTER Vli Sunday. IT WAS only quarter to six, but Sister Anastasia was waiting for Hal at the head of the stairs, the serenity of her cool, close-framed face concerned with sorrow as she watched him. "She has told you," Hal said quietly when he came to her. Sister Anastasia bowed her head a little and whispered, "Yes." "And what do you think?" The nun looked up at him as If Hal reminded her of some one only a little forgotten after a long time, "I cannot tell myself what I think," she said. "But I feel feel very sawri." Hal glanced down the stairs Into the deserted lobby, before he said: "Sister, she must tell me where I can find this husband, and I must see him. I can buy him, or or 1 can but I needn't tell you that. I can buy him. He Is for sale." "She will not tell you," said Sister Sis-ter Anastasia, saddened by her helplessness. "She would not tell me. All she will say Is that he Is not waiting for her in Californa. "I shall find him," said Hal. "She asked me to ask a favor of you," said the nun, as if she hadn't heard him, and Hal drew an uncomfortable un-comfortable breath. "I think you will do it for her. She did not sleep last night." "I will do anything in the world for her," said Hal, "escept one thing." "It Is not the one thing," said Sister Anastasia. "It Is only that you will for today for twenty-four hours not speak of your love, nor ask her to speak of hers. She must rest Inside she must rest, to find where she Is, now that you are together. to-gether. She Is nearer to to despair des-pair than than she should be. She is beautiful In her spirit: she must not be driven closer to " Hal gave her a quick, acute glance and saw that she believed what she had started to say. He looked down the stairs again, the sleeping quiet of the shabby hotel grown subtly perilous; then he returned his look to the nun's and said, "I promise." She had known he would, and known that It would solve nothing below the surface of today. "Our bags are ready, If if you like to take them down," she said. "That Is the room there." And she moved to the stairs not because of connivance con-nivance In anything she shouldn't watch, but because she wholly trusted trust-ed him to care for Barry. Hal knocked, and Barry opened the door to him her blue eyes deep and alone, but sure, almost hopeful in their brave quiet. He managed a free smile of greeting and said, "Morning, my Dietrich. Bags: was told there were bags." She held out uer hand, her arm straightened from the good, wide shoulder, her smile cheering her eyes with gratefulness. She took his hand In both of hers, brought It to her cheeks, and turned her lips to It. Then she let It go as If It were something she were entrusting entrust-ing to him. "There are the bags," she pointed She stood by the door, her golden head high, the thick bush of half-curls half-curls touching her smooth, faintly dipped cheeks. He stopped before her, met her brief acknowledgment acknowledg-ment of Intimacy with conscious se-dateness. se-dateness. "You see, don't you?" she said, as If she had been explaining It to him. "Los Angeles will be the end of everything. There's a little time of beauty left. We shouldn't waste It In making ourselves' miserable over what we can't have." His gray eyes stayed out of reach of her appeal. "Barry," he said steadily, "there's nothing we can't have." Kerrigan kept them waiting a little lit-tle this morning. Barry took her old place in the tonneau, and Hal played a stalking game with Crack round the car, In the sweetish pungency pun-gency of the waked exhaust. Crack, he felt, was edging up to hint a desire de-sire to ride In the front seat; and Crack, sitting beside him, drowsily seeming to follow his Impossible groping for actuality In the fiction of Barry's marriage the prospect of it made Hal flinch and shudder. shud-der. Then without chagrin, Crack surrendered to Hal's casual keeping the car between them, bounced his golf-ball once on the pavement, and climbed Into the tonneau. Then Kerrigan came. "And how are you, colonel?" Hal asked as they started. "Like the mouth of a factory chimney," said Kerrigan, scrubbing the red filigree of his tough cheeks and blinking cheerful appraisal of the morning. "'How's that, Mr. Kerrigan?' the young man asked, eager for a fresh token of his kindly kind-ly old friend's wit. 'Why bless you,' said dear Mr. Kerrigan, radiating goodwill toward all. 'top-hole Is tie answer: what else?' And with that gay quip and a gleam of benign mischief In his nice old eyes, he went off Uppity lopplty In the direction di-rection of Mr. MacGregor's carrot patch." It was somewhere east of Cheyenne that Hal felt a silent, unseen magic putting more momentous dlf- $s MM Mm WW mm vi l E f I . " - ' ' "She Is Beautiful in Her Spirit: She Must Not Be Driven Closer to " ference under the sky; and accidentally acci-dentally he glanced up above the haze of the horizon and saw the source of It: dim, sloped patches of white high on the far peaks of a mountain range. At the filling station where they stopped In Cheyenne, Kerrigan said : "What I want to arrange some day Is this: a personal archangel who'll zoop down to you every so often when you're In a new town, or an old one you like, and say to you: 'Baby, you need a tonic; here you are In Cheyenne; I can't help that, but If you'll pick any day of Its past that you'd like to see, I'll get you a ringside seat right In It.' " "Know any archangels?" said Hal. "What would you pick here?" "Ever hear of the Gold Room?" "No, what was that?" "Jim Allen's Place," said Kerrigan, Kerri-gan, almost wistfully: "the big hidy-ho hidy-ho establishment out here In the days when you had to know your way around to support life. I'd want to be around there the day the first U. P. train rolled Into town back In '67. Think' of the time all the gals and the guys must have had that day, Mr. Ireland; and think of the gals and guys they must have been that had the time." "You've got something there," said Hal, watching the gusto which Kerrigan's Ker-rigan's eyes made authentic and infectious. "Gold Room Itself's torn down by now, I s'pose." A hollow click sounded on the pavement behind and Hal had to keep himself from turning too smartly. Crack stood there holding the little ball where he had caught It, his lips were In their slight smile, his eyes showed Hal their drowsy mischief. "Everything's tlgnt and smooth, 'ey?" he said, as If he knew Hal thought so, but wanted to commit him to It. "Far's I know," said Hal. , " 'Twouldn't be good to get stuck out there where we're goln'," Crack said. "Hadn't really planned to get stuck anywhere," said Hal. Crack Hushed a very little, but his lazy eyes still amiled as he bounced the ball again. Then the others came, anil llul tried to rout the discomfort under his skin by look at Barry's fresh, unconscious bravery of carriage. She was there, and real: the slick of gold under her hat, the color touched to her smooth cheeks, the clear, young tex ture of her throat In the white fran ed opening. It was Impossible to conceive of her-of that man; yet under the habitual .perceptions and responses that still command ed Hal's behavior, It was Impossible not to try to conceive of him. They were In Rawlins for a late lunch, with a sort of awed fatigue upon them all at the thought of having covered three hundred and fifty miles since getting up. "When do you think we might come to Los Angeles?" Sister Anastasia An-astasia asked Hal ; she looked down shyly, sorry to have put so bothersome both-ersome a question. "Per'aps you cannot say. But there Is some one waiting for me In Santa Rarbara ; and If you could per'aps tell me when we would possibly be there, It would not be bad to telegraph from 'ere even If we did not come there In time." Hal borrowed Kerrigan's pocket map and took out his pencil to measure. "Look," he said, showing her: "If you don't mind traveling hard" her limpid, gentle eyes deplored the Implication that she was the only one to be considered "we can be In Evanston there tonight. Salt Lake City Is perhaps a little far. Then tomorrow night we can be In Las Vegas, and the distance from there to Los Angeies Is less than what we have done this morning. So day after tomorrow, I should think, the bon Dieu willing." Day after tomorrow: and Barry had said, Los Angeles will end everything. It wasn't true; there was no end. "Do you think I should telegraph?" tele-graph?" she said, and under her modest acquiescence, Hal could see the unpleading trouble. With a grace that would not have come If he had calculated it, he put his hand over hers on the table. "Sister, telegraph that," he said, smiling tender assurance, "and we will get there." Her eyes thanked him again, and wished they could show him something some-thing that would help blm too. After lunch she went to telegraph. Kerrigan with her, and the Pulsl-phers Pulsl-phers disappeared In search of sou. venirs and popcorn. Crack sat on the runnlngboard of the car, his narrow body basking In the sunlight as his eyes did in their own pleasant pleas-ant thoughts. When Barry came from seeing to Doctor Caligari's lunch, Hal went to her and said. "Ride with me this afternoon." "I think I'd better not," she said thoughtfully. "I'll be good I swear I'll be good," said Hal. She looked at him In quick remorse. re-morse. "Darling, I didn't mean that. It's Sister Anastasia. She's worried now, poor dear thing. She dreamt about her brother. Sometimes she held my hand this morning. If that helps, I'd like to be with her." He tried not to look disappointed-smiled disappointed-smiled and leaned over to push his fist against Doctor Caligari's muzzle, muz-zle, wet and cool from a drink, but already panting again. "Right," he said. "I know. I hope to God we get there before her brother dies." "Hal," she said, and he straightened straight-ened up, "I've got to cheat, once." She looked down wonderingly at his mouth, then back at his eyes, and her quick whisper said. "I love you." She went toward the door of the car, and Crack lounged up to open it. "Don't like the sunlight?" he said. But she got In without appearing appear-ing to have heard him, her attention atten-tion all for Doc's mistrust of Crack's courtesy. Crack shut the door and sat down again, speculating drowsl ly on Hal. "Like the sunlight," he said. "Like the way it bites on your skin, through your clothes." Barry's whisper repeated Itself, quickly, softly, over and over in Hal's running blood. Think of nothing noth-ing but that, you fool nothing but that and the power, the omnipotence omnipo-tence that rushes In It: there's nothing will stand against you nothing will dare luiunt you. Then he heard the echo of Crack's slow words and focused his look. "Mm," he said In absent flatness, "so do l " "Moonlight," said Crack, his shv smile spreading a little, "dnesuM bite on your skin, but It's nice" He kept looking at Hal as If he ex pected him to say something "There'd ought to be a good moon tonight." "Ought?" said Hal. He leaned over to uncllp the hood and look at the oil gauge, the private waiting of Crack's blue eyes out of his vl slon, but only partly dismissed. For more than an hour, Hal and Kerrigan didn't speak beyond mono sy lnbles; yet It was as if the deep enlng of their sympathy had become tangible within the huge encompass ment of this country. When Kerrl gan grunted, or Hal murmured some single exclamation to himself it was acknowledgment or what they not only watched, but felt. ,r preted together. Somehow the aw, o proilig.to natural grandeur am, the tonic of single human under s anding wore llkl f()r , heir silont speech. ht , , tuning t0 his muiedged spirit. I, . .'e disdainful. onoe ,,. ' unhedged spirit. 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