Show Actress Writes Notes To Cure Surgery Fear HOLLYWOOD Dec Dee 14 INS INS INS- Actress Patricia Styles 25 who kept a date with death after failing falling falling fall fall- ing to k kill Jl her former sweetheart Tuesday was disclosed to have written a philosophy for a new life in a last effort to cure her fears of surgery in order to achieve marriage and motherhood As her body lay in the Los Angeles county morgue awaiting an autopsy police found in her purse a rambling penciled note in which she wrote of her determInation determination determination nation to wake up in a new v world Indecipherable in parts the note read Tell me that I am going to toS S |