Show the who dared to tell file and her called it a 1 cia caso of nervous prostration once gioi a time thare nas as d sirl girl ile ho nas MIS lust just about to enter unon her cpr third season in fit society she had had to ely successful sf III bears during the first of winch she hid had bein fotch anti and allied and dined b t cen rout root ind arid blanch of lie hei largo famil eel coi rot foi tile sat sal c of the position she held ind id it in the second for the sake of her own lerson allt chich alch was mas made up tip of a gracious guinner an rol politeness imenes to r cieri er one and i 1 tact that ta almost uncanny in its powers 0 of tile hie feelings of others and of ind doing loin the right thing it tile the right time bull on tile the brink brin of the third season the tha gill sat dionn ind tool took in ot of her stock steel in ili trade said slin I 1 nas born a free arid and dional spirit ind and I 1 hai hav sold my birth right for a mess ills of popularity larit I 1 wai born truthful and I 1 have learned to lie ile I 1 to pride in ins self on boing being square nieth tile the world and now 1 I coulden couldn t face a bare tact fact if my life depended upon it I 1 hae hac conen comen myself till III there is scarcely art an atom of the real me left I 1 do the things that the world expects me to do and sa tile the things that the horld expects mo ino to say ay and there Is N noth ing genuine in me and what have I 1 got out of it al I 1 am d by people who bore me to their dull en where I 1 grin ant smirk and pretend I 1 am 1111 bating a good bood time I 1 tall talk to men vo vi lie haven t halt a grain of sene in their heads and lead them to belli belloir in that I 1 thin thea are charm log ing I 1 am on tires biride all the tha time I 1 feel like it or not up he I 1 doll it il ra ras s to be callad ive ite groomed ind in I 1 cm cin fel f el lit soul shri ind m mi heart libart I under it all of et I 1 b honi ai ell t oi 01 presence pre ence of mind enough to put an end to it nd and h lix DIN m elf tile the girl londeree lon dered lor for a ions alle hi iron brow pud ere I 1 into a doen lit tie points rid ind imi fina ly slip she losio lose to her fet with soni somo anni bini choal i stamp arid and cried Nehe mend I 1 if do it I 1 II 11 tit til e c truth ruth for nn DIN shield ind honest hon st fai iain in buckler and ill fight the horld mth them for mi ni lost lid tid lid tali lall at hecl crisis iho ill t I 1 ahnne bell bel rang NIn lintl tl ind d a 1 on n ce 0 at 11 f olar end si il valle dear ion lie il IMS s 0 o ionel gioeli about hl bell in ili me ith nn nin is it asling too loo much or of 3 jou ott to 0 o come and slig sing a 1 sone or 01 t anol 0 for me to tonio nott at so 1 on or neier tile the girl si sa d I 1 to to lir self sef eulth her teth to ali clel pl aid then aloud I 1 till nil arnld it Is mrs Chu chamle nileN I 1 I 1 late ate teas 0 nu o irow tow ind and to laic tile the ot their or calure ft lure bestin on tit mi olce Is 1 i a bool ool apal to lo ak aspe ciali call since ioli on line ashod the same thing half i I 1 doyen times before V honi fled ohl oh I 1 bog bour our par don I 1 alint lolous klo front from the lie othor end of the choie ani the as hung on ft ath i I 1 bang bin nox now I 1 have hae done it il bald the girl to ruefully but after a mo ment she bright ned up tip I 1 fool fed as it if I 1 ha ba I 1 a tonic she admitted Mis john ing to we ice vou noll miss called ohp hp mill tapping at her door AL 1 l this hour ahat hal on earth can he a anta fretted the girl 1 I 1 I him 1 I 11 II be down clown in a rew few minutes and habit tool took her to the mirror heie she carelessly cire care lessl pov powdered dered her noe node lid and than as car fulli full brushed it off again it if he dopsy t like me falth A ith a shinn shim noe it mikes no difference to me slip muttered while hile the th little im imp of 0 contention Conent lon whispered in hot ear car lou ou I 1 nou DOV he b the catch of the tov town n and lour famil CS ou ott to him and every other girl sou ou know is 13 enious or of his attentions to ou poor vr ir johnson floundered flon Aon dered more thin once what hal haj come over oer the girl she aas as blunt to bi iii q leniss she him she nas a vont ont to agree she laught I 1 it his ridiculous facts aich she once pi alsed she sha maced his careful cabi hilll acquired accent an I 1 knall finall sent him aa iwa a because b cause lie borel borei her beelin reeling nore more than lo lc hill hid ealr colt in his lift life arid and in such an air upset up et etc of mind int lit it d ill all the niles lles of susan smith lier her mot moat ilan dan belous hlll to lull hill him to a bellet belief in ills his flotto d chams cha ms nis oil mure more ahia vas as only the be nning ot of the girls lebl lion it the cun culer en eions the poor airl who dream d he ha might rout roul in an binic 11 me 1 force at ill in I 1 i unit of an all nf na atil aej ill for oil sal al L of her hei floor p it 11 NN as i sl s bendid tonic she sul bol hingl confided confida to hi clr aci lf if at tire i n nd d of nf tile but I 1 doubt it it acne one niad ci ann cnn t it HIP DIP and and 1 in L scarce i I 1 left her mothr r told eler one oie it ms 1 1 I ri nonous erous bicaldo 1 th alif child haunt han I 1 been like licis lioi elt elf ill all slip blip said apolo apologetic ill I 1 lie file build could oer heti but it is 7 leforc tile the pill COUII convention aliz to lo point of wit ing ine tit th nr balie slip blip mis not boing to iipp stop on oa lt its toes whenever she came around |