Show eel abe nol following lowing lines have hava been sent seat us ua for ii cation fr from ra camp floyd y ajo jg not profess to beauch be much of a cratic caters 0 poetical but think thinh that the muse 4 th a thor in the present case Is very and sad with quite a dash of Lle quess also in his yearnings and pash m trot for the Vi vitally ter ta 1 iw It andorn sf fteres an aching void in in my soul avoid i agid earth can never nei er fill and like lil the 1 needle to the pole 4 1 11 in tight right or wrong with me still oberes eres a deep brand upon my brow A brand mis misfortune fortune planted there ij from early youth and even till now il ve been the victim ot of deep despair tny do I 1 live why was I 1 born 1 abom all must pity or hate bate I 1 jaho vrho am by wild passions torn and cursed by unrelenting fate ja D would to god I 1 could be wise or blessed with wealth an hundred fold id gull the world and fools surprise with magic deeds of potent gold it if I 1 were rich if I 1 were wise right well I 1 swear id act my part from rivals all id bear the prize the prize of of beauty in in the mart yat since im poor I 1 dare not strive to do the be deeds my heart would teach no I 1 shall never more revive lix alie dream edream of joys beyond my reach cursed be the fate which finds me here cursed fraed be the hour I 1 first drew breath cursed be each feeling once so dear I 1 cursed be this life itis worse than death t cui praed sed be each deceitful wile and art cursed ie le lie he who smiles to deceive cursed fraed be beauty it broke my heart and nothing save this curse did leavet leave T 0 S B camp amp floyd U T oct 31 1839 |