| Show y WANTED WANTED LOVER LOVER NO TERM LONG-TERM INVOLVEMENT REQUIRED EACH APPLICANT JUDGED ON INDIVIDUAL MERITS T ONLY EXPERIENCED PERSONS NEED APPLY T Im I'm a reasonably good looking person with more than a little going for me but I have reached the point where what I have isn't enough anymore but what wha t I do have isn't bad enough to give up A marriage that isn't all that good but not all that bad either keeps me where I am for the time being I also have my kids to consider even though they arent aren't the main concern I guess the moral thing to do would be to leave my home and family but as much as I hate hypocrisy I live with it constantly Im I'm showing one self when in actuality I am quite another My growing awareness is that what I want is just as if not more important than trying to do what others expect of me What is morality In a community community community like this where even using alcohol is an immorality I guess I would be considered immoral But what about the person who goes to church on Sunday and cheats and steals the rest of the week Is he moral because he attends church I know there are more people out there who think like I do are we then immoral Maybe morality morality morality moral moral- ity like beauty is in the eye or mind of the beholder To me the worst immorality is I am entirely serious in my desire and intention to take a lover Now the problem is finding the one person who will share with me what I have to offer and be willing to return in full measure the warmth closeness closeness closeness close close- ness and love Im I'm offering I think how good it would be if someone Im I'm attracted to could somehow absorb the feelings I have Id I'd drop everything and go with no commitments given or expected that I am Im I'm not to the point to make any move right now I think it can be summed in a quote by Susan Sontag If you cant can't put your life where your head heart is then what you think feel is a fraud I know Im I'm not alone in my feelings to want to extend my life as it stands now The point is that Im I'm doing something about it How about you Will all you hypocrites generally acknowledge acknowledge acknowledge edge your disgust at this article and then think to yourself that maybe my thoughts have some validity If you think what Im I'm looking for amounts to nothing more than a few good rolls in the hay you missed my whole point and youre you're lumped with all the others out there |
