Show NEGUS AGAIN an ungallant Una llant coward the heal difference between and harlotry liquor i mn EDITOR I 1 see that an ogden correspondent ofa paper ia inclined to daubl that I 1 am reilly a woman this is e boh amusing and gratifying isit art a little ludicrous for a lady to ami t her sex doubted and yet is not alm somewhat consoling also bi mcp I 1 am so very desirous of concealing my identity for the most obvious reasons but I 1 am charged by this salt lake papers correspond cal with INSULTING DECENCY and the gentile ladies town though itis not denied that I 1 have only told the truth trusting as a last desperate hope that some well known recreant gentile husband hc remay possibly be led to mend their ways through the fear of pub lie exposure it seems to rae that this is the accusation of an fingal lant coward for if my motives not good why should I 1 have related only my own painful and humiliating experience and abstained from mentioning in detail any other of the many cases of CONJUGAL infidelity which I 1 know of among gentiles in ogdan it seems nay husband has apt read my former letter but last night he came home earlier than he has before for months he brought some choice and greeted me with a kiss so fondly and tenderly that I 1 was reminds ed of the old days when we lovers and my happiness was bliss ful beyond expression and without tho alloy of even a suspicion he draw me with simulated affection to the sofa and it waa not until he began to talk that I 1 discovered BEEN DRINKING what a curso liquor is how its use bankers cankers the heart and pollutes amre affection it may not affect all acri alike but although my liua band hag the reputation of being only a moderate drinker it has sown a beastly and loveless lust in hia bosom and gradually burnt out all that hallowed sentiment of pure unblemished love which wedlock and constitutes the only real difference between MARRIAGE aap HARLOTRY 4 when I 1 discovered that the infernal fire of liquor had stimulated my husband into this falsely fond mood my heart bank within me I 1 could not respond to his fraudulent caresses but felt a revulsion which I 1 could scarcely conceal this drove him instantly from tho extreme of fictitious fondness into a rage of brutal fury which foaud expression in abusive language that would have chilled the very of my bones once but which no longer has the power to k TORTURE AS OF OLD 1 r when he harthus had thus vented his rage lie left the house rin d did not rc airn until morning I 1 inov not the night andi no longer barei A womans comans heart can be broken only and then it cither remains indifferent forever or revenge one thing alone now hakea lit e possible for me and that is ala love I 1 feel fur my children grossly wronged and daily outraged by tho man to whom I 1 gave the whole reverence and adoration of my heart with all tho ardor and devotion of YOUTHFUL I 1 have lost all hopes except that which from a mothers breast when aho thinks other children and fondles them in her arms what do I 1 care now for the opinion of people or newspapers except in so far as my little ones may be concerned milo zip insulted every servant girl working in a gentile family in ogden that is a lie many of them I 1 know ara as virtuous and pure as guileless and unsuspecting hut god alone alic dangers they arc exposed to where the father of the family habitually im bibes tho distilled essence of fornication and fosters in hia skeptical brain the usual bohemian the gentile or jao called christian world but I 1 can no longer be sl lent though my identity should ba discovered to and proclaimed upon the housetops of this city I 1 should not shrink from the duty of exposing and condemning tho local 1 alio pose as anti with a hypocritical predence pretence pre tence of virtue which they do not possess or tic well mr editor perhaps 1 have already written more than you have room lo 10 the labor of composing this commune cation haa diverted my troubled mind and afforded a sort 0 reli ef which I 1 may seek ogain by contin aung ny correspondence at somo future time miia |