Show atone alone in hea heaven ven Pub published lobed b request while I 1 slept ursan in pill pillow a r at C aba hour of abt a f fairer a ir r region reglo n came before tny my mildered wll wil dered sight over jord jordan n might n t agh irl tiler 0 oer er the dark and swollen flood I 1 bad pa pained sed to learn my sentence Bent nce from the ter et lipi lips of god ad all vas bright near au all wan was glory let jet in spirit waa as no glad AH all were strangely strange strang elj distant to roe me and my heart atai as st str angol rangel sad thousands stood all chan chanting tint eimler atri led round a golden throne let et among cheso the count countless lees thousand thousands 1 I tho lie wanderer was alone no one know knew me no one beckoned me tile to come and hup up al s it him io no ono one greeted luo wo with lows kitses and mine wine ees with tears grew grow dim though I 1 wandered wander cd back rind forward not a parson did I 1 BOO see who had feasted at mi table sipped ed the snoot of life with mth me sta I 1 saw iu in r jel mother but eho she colda passed me by not a smile of recognition lighted up her bearn tug ce oe M mother led I J I 1 don t you know me but sho she heeded not nor heard alen she raad from me we forever breathing breithing bre brei thing not a single word mother had a atle bab sweetly sleeping bleeping oa on her breast hed been fathers fairest blaison and the kinderl and the best fain would I 1 have kissed him fondly and have stroked hi his golden hair but I 1 dared not bid tb t linger for I 1 wa wal a 4 strang r there day long I 1 sadly wandered an dered mainly wishing A tor for tho the night hut but the friendly shaden of evening nt er relie relieved sed in sight I 1 wa wat i tired footsore and hungry and I 1 vainly looked to sou some kind soul who might b friend mo me in thit vait Eter eternity nit thero there nere i ere waria well know facos but they never s sullee ailed on a nod to me was spoken not a kind tars laa la a did I 1 w all my wy loed onia ants bad had forgotten though I 1 know their faced still and I 1 envied them their gloriea as nd feith at will they were clad in al eol lisa garments oven 0 the angel hanja and a on their and a sceptre in their handa hands 1 I alone was its but an outcast and I 1 wept ept with mid despair no one lingered to embrace rat ro for I 1 wai was a stranger ther School schoolmates matet friends ani nn 1 kind relation naom Iio iu I 1 d loved so ling ing ago ago never looked upon my tat tato era r ver heard ay tab tali of woo 1 midst thai ever stiling number 1 I he was as un unknown knon hungry weary broken hear hearted tAd wan an doring dering H cna a st ritti ti when I 1 heard the hermeni her ieni 1 how they J jared erred upon my earl F fain la would uld 1 I have fl fled ed from froin listening but I 1 was to henr when wh en I 1 looke dupon upon their garments oh how gorgeously gor they shone sh how flow I 1 hated them for having hotter better garments garment fl than in on nt I 1 was mad with jealous an anger gertain fain boull I 1 bate hao ceased ta to bo be peace wai n a plentiful andul and olora orv jett bernwal no nie all alonet oh god of father of the angel hoit I 1 tell me true be bel heaven fit be then I 1 amlott am lost then I 1 walked toward the do doorway oras where tho the inn imi all came cams ir I 1 hick inga might meet with one who had mated raj ro ansia in si dut but I 1 only met wet tho the righteous and they colda pastel me rue b boino would to look took upon mo me with n tender pit piling ing ee wearily I 1 stood and waited i ai ted thinking of in mi nil apt nt life it fe thinking Thio kinf I 1 might et bo happ if it I 1 only mot wot wife bo SO I 1 waited for fer her coming but long before ale she canu cam then she said she ra t r know me never nei or oven even heard my name and she left me in ni entered gladly to her liar rust rest and nil another came and claimed almed 41 her tier iodel to her tier breast Wel welcomed Lomed her tier with low loio ai tit it d 1 I could only tr taj and bear I 1 nai as not allowed to mur for I 1 ani N na a stranger there jealously I 1 watched ditched itched ahn woman whom I 1 looked upon A nd my heart alaa filled with anguish with n bitter deadly sarif she had lait lie ir a off tor for over ever and another took hr hadid showing her tier the fa leless pleasures of that bright and better land father came and fond relations entered glad to their rest only ono one gobind the thein m bho title would v clasp mo me to her tier breast hilj 3 es toy infant daughter shu she hada had known ma we it et but I 1 aielt that she would now me alen N len her sun of life was set long I 1 va alted acted but iho the moment that hart I 1 fled from the tare tareq of things terrestrial through tha the of 0 tho the dead I 1 could see her tl 11 ing upwards up warda and uv heart began to baat beat 0 that rc angel lily woul not me un on tho the street 10 9 sh sho was changed ehe she dj cot tot know me though I 1 told her ot of iu to lovo loie pleaded that she od id befriend me tile in that lapp happ home above but mho looked upon tny my tatters than then jhn she left ma me to ilesi desi air left me for her angel mother I 1 was a etra nir r there hope was dead my little blossom noi nover er knew mo we I 1 smiled I 1 could iee tee them all till so plainly I 1 could see ta difo ife and child I 1 could see my frienda friends and kindred bashing in their sunn glee and inept I 1 A ept for or ono knew me in that vast eternit eternity Eter nit boroo bome one came and took mi ml lily from her r tigel mothers mothr ra side and I 1 heard him film whist er fondl calling her his bonaca bride how he be loved attl I 1 aa jealous ats grasho she not my love lovo my tny child let I 1 could not check their rapture and I 1 groaned with anguish wild N lid I 1 was forced to look and luten hiten I 1 was forced to view their mirth and I 1 currod cursed tho the luckless mornine morning that my mother gas gae a so birth wa was wai i a bliar to tot those hoso loved on earth their savior well ell but to me we it was wits a region blacker than tho darkest hell all my tay friends vere were gay nod and happ I 1 alone at heart wai was sad and to main in their glor drove me rue raving mad there wt woj ri thou sanJi standing benr me but no ono one my namo name to own bildt bild t tho the countless losta of heaven I 1 d wander all alon then I 1 wakened from my blumoer moer bathed within a pool of s sweat eat glad to know but ay a y el of n that I 1 might mig ht bo be happy ct and I 1 prayed that god rought keep met me mako make mn MA now his very colbat so that when I 1 enter heaven I 1 ima ma not bo be left felt alone james slimming |