Show GIRL WAS V AS BESET BY IMAGINARY EVILS Young Woman Who Took He Her Own Life was Nervous Nervous Nervous' Wreck CONSTANT FEAR OF J ARREST EST TI a Irom Jou Jn II to 10 Town n Ii III of If f Work i 1 h z lund r w rJ I I. ake k the young oung girl gILI who took hey her own life Monday afternoon In room 4 building wan wa n a child of circumstances anti and a 8 t toy toj of or Hoving about from one uno end EtHI of or the till continent to the other oilier site she applied for an any and all kinds o of work vork and seemed to be b fleeing fron frona troma a dark darI and O overwhelming post Go whore she would site she was always ills lUS- contented disheartened Although she declared that she was well JI connected and hull hud married Into California CaUro still sUI sho she 1 a wealthy wealth family med about almost penniless JennIle sec seeking seek seek- ing log work worl everywhere with indifferent success The reading of or sensational novels j filled her brain with romantic Idea Idea- In which th the heroine and anti hero battled against villains against villains and in which life was 1 I set et forth Corth In a false lI light ht The Thc over over- I r reading of or th these cheap efforts in lit literature lit lit- t rat worked on her mind it Is believed bor be- bOr II lIev until she became a veritable c. c Talked ii to tu Landlady To her hr landlady she to kill th the man 1 responsible for COl h her r n 10 lo fall CaU She spoke of oC her parents and the l lack hick cl of the right kind of or a love Jove She lamented jhc pH tl death of or her hr child 3 years yeatS old She 0 vowed W ell vengeance against hose thoc who hat hail brought her herto herto herto to a life lite of vagabondage e At timoR times after r relating lating many disconnected Incidents in incidents incidents In- In regarding her present ent life iCe and andI I her past last she would grow irrational Her I speech would b be hysterical The rue strangest of oC all nil her delusions was the lie fear Ceu of arrest She would woul 1 not give any light upon the cause i this his strange delusion She professed sec to be a H good girl gill Sho She said that F s dill did not fbi carry an any weapons that sho she did not t il or oL do lo all any wrong to any an- bod body Still there was wn an present ever fear fena of or arn arrest t. t She Implored her hei Jandla l to tf I JI 0 g d I J. J Ie h J r I l r hat at lir r nd h- h been under lh the cu l h 10 I is ji t and antI that at one time tint mil V vt-ry vt IY remote re sh she had hall been blen arr Ir with Ith a mental trouble or nervous dis dis- ord order I She had b been en given Riven a Ii certificate lat cate of oC good health however n b by a physician in Pasadena Cal Cat which wa was addressed h by him To Whom horn It ft Itlay May lay Concern Carried a Lens Men's i Ca Garments t s sAmong Amon Among her clothing was found suit Hull consisting or of blue ut denim overalls and oud a jacket such as are worn by railway railway railway rail rail- way Other articles ot or coarse clothing seemed to indicate that she Rhe was prepared to beat blat her hel herway w way across the thc country y If necessity should require It Prom From her hel letters it would appear that Lake Is the name of her hus hut band John Lake who is referred to toas toas toas I as living In Hot Springs Ark Arlt From Ml Miss s Helen M. M Shand apparently her I sister she received mone money which was addres addressed ed to her tier in care of one Mrs Alls I White avenue Riverside Cal Cat This letter was wa written March MarchI I 19 9 1906 and she was evidently In California at that tune time In a small note noLe boot book which she In- In In Invariably variably carried and arid to which she is mid ald to have hove referred v very ry frequently there were extracts from flom such Kuch novels novels' is 2 those of ot The uThe Duchess and Bertha Dellho M. M Cl Clay y And others of like standard all refer to strange e theories of life lire and Its sins Some parts Palts are arc marked as It If to be memorized Speaking of the girls girl's conduct and I actions on the day of her hel death Mrs A A. of 68 South First We West t where helt tho the girl had hod a room for Cor three thre days das preceding her rash act said that the girl acted very pry strangely during th the forenoon of ot the day She spoke of nf the tho worthlessness of life Ufe and of tho the barrenness ot of hoe hor existence She seemed to worry over ovel her lack of oJ money and protested that sh she would rather be bo penniless than do wrong to secure means Sh She was discouraged because e of her failure to secure em em- nt She was extremely affectionate I and said ald that she longed to have a n home with good people who were kind to her hel hail Only Fifty Cents She paid one dollar on her room r rent nt bill and said il that she h had only fifty cents left When she left the house to go up town she he said sal Good GoodbY Goodbye Goodbye bY bye In a peculiar tone that worried Mrs for some time When hen she he wits was told that they would meet again more mOIe lightly than seriously the girl is 15 said to have hove sighed d. d deeply ant antto and to ha have e I left tt the house without further fur fur- titer ther word Many clippings from newspapers ne Indicate te that e cst advertised for employment employment em em- nEarl nearly everywhere she went Some times UmeR she he would seek sek employment employ employ- meat ment as a stenographer then as n n. domestic as a cook or 01 as aM a nurse girl companion or OJ housel housekeeper From the close sequence of dates showing her herto herto herto to be In different localities at very ery short Intervals Inter she Is supposed ed to have met with no success II wherever she m might t go So this child of circumstances driven en to despondency through her fall faU- ur ure to secure employment her unhappy unhappy unhappy un un- un- un happy married life ute and the fears tears ant and ond hallucinations of or a 0 disordered mind wrack wracked d ht her 1 brain to the point of or takIng taking taking tak tak- Ing her own life Ufe as the only way ou out of a troubled d world orld A few days before before before be be- fore she committed suicide h she Is said salt to have gone to a minister and ond made mad full Cull conf confession of her hem sins and to have hav sought nought forgiveness that she Rhe might depart dopart dopart do- do part from this life with a 0 repentant heart 1 and nd a clear conscience No Instructions regarding the dis- dis of the till remains has been re re- re In this city and the bod body wilI will wil willbe I be e held for a n. few days at hells Halls un un- un- un establishment pt pending th the receipt of or such suel Information |