Show whitten written ii for tho the deseret na SCRAPS FROM THE NOTE jivok OF AN OLD REPORTER REPORTER the ovil evil that men do liw after them eha tha sod is ott oft I 1 interred doh aoh uth their bones dones in ili just prop proportion envy gronik gro the tilo man that makes a character makes noes foes botro HL haero re was waa a bill of fare for an tin 1 c world the first number was tim PI olit i t the e week following and being alieff anxious us for its success I 1 ventured ve ili iii into to the K journal office to learn if skelly w was aware of aniss eils ells folly there thero the indomitable purveyor stood with his libi back to the fire turning his hia swivel eye all ner over A er the room not a d solitary being yas ili in theoffice the office buthia but himself when I 1 stepped fona forward ard and gave him my div customary how do you do sir 1 comfortable comfortable he jie re alicd dryly ha king have you seen ir timothy first number ell eh hum a rare 6 specimen of florid bombast a pusillanimous dr ivling made up counterfeit of other mens works something of his own here and there thero to be s sure bure r but they tiley aro arp all marked knissel Sn issel issei I 1 ills his sentiment or expressions pres appear hear sald said lie he lifting the thy e first number and fixing his glasa rma eyo eye yo on the paged page pago what 1 I 1 read I 1 ali ah never feel feet remorse atwould burst an iron lt raould itami seif self atwould drain your core in rivers rivern there is learning for your study K ing ti the ie first line beginning with all an exclamation and the three following with atwould Tw dublin university illy ilay may well weli be proud of such a scholar at this point in ills his criticisms he looked horrible just such guch a look as I 1 have seen been an executioner glance at uio ulo culprit before throwing him onn off when pleased with his preparations az for death then stretching out his ills hand with the number towards me lie he exclaimed emphatically this I 1 know hiow to ba tims tima composition and if paper could blush at his extravagance it would change to as many colors as the ink on the title page who would ever over feel remorse no lio poison person if it could bo be cast off like all an old coat and then an iron heart bursting to shivers and blood being drained out of the human body liko like rivers tire are sim that properly speaking belong to boilers and large reservoirs bursting hero here lie lifted the number up to my face remorse king is a feeling in the mind that torments us from a consciousness of having dono somo gomo irreparable wrong and you ought to have that feeling fooling for encouraging 11 a whimsical coxcomb to publish such sueh s U ch extravagant trava gant ridiculous redi culous nonsense hero lie paused as if out of breath ili in rounding I 1 ng his liis lat lasit sentence liethen lie lle then turned OV over r to tho poem of lovely scotland and real reul read the sun set red in rebel smiles where NN here hero scotland and her sen sea girt isles pointed the her proud free haud hand in scorn at ireland wearing earing the slaves brand brund saying pee lee the faste of not a cent yearn years erina erlna land now sepulchered in tears when done lie exclaimed in fiendish triumph where in all the creation of imagination 0 could be found such rigmarole trashy raving stuff short of bedlam la but continued lie he 11 i will honor him with preview a re view of his contemplated book hook tomorrow to morrow 1 I 1 begged of him at th the e conclusion of his remarks to desist in of tims poverty but that implacable eye fixed upon mine mille never moved in its I 1 socket till it gazed me out of the oili office ce jn in passing away from this tills scene of personal hatred ha irod trod and im of selfish interest I 1 I 1 had only one reflection and that was of all the actions lowing following sol tol the morbid state of tho the moral feelings 1 love nove of apro approbation bation ea concentrated meent rat nat ed 1 in I 1 1 the tile love of fame was waa the worst and that a desire to be respected honored and even applauded nor for good and praiseworthy actions while living was vas a noble anoble and virtuous emotion which would prompt to td universal philanthropy philanthy phil anth ropy but a thirst for fame based on the admiration of the world was sure to end in disappointment and final ruin the K journal came out in its usual timo time containing a lengthy length 3 review on tims contemplated volume and ana criticisms on the first number but tho article was too severe to be taken for any ally thing more than a burlesque the first number was bought up rapidly the tile sale of which was helped considerably by Bk Sk ellys review revlow which put its author in high spirits and bet set him on more energetically to cull ills ids hebl heel pieces for forthe the second number it is said that there is a tide ir life ilfe when taken at the full will lead to affluence and fame faine but this tills was not the tile consequence in tims dure the tile second issue fell off considerably even among the subscribers so that he was hard liard pushed to furnish the the needful by promises and security for number three he had llad also found that many of hla hia productions were not well adapted for publication moreover he had contemplated writing 0 for its as it e emi bated from the pres press s but all his timo was taken up ili in reading 0 correcting and revising his proofs so that bythe third i issue he was stranded for matter as well as means taking alL these seen circumstances namely want of money want of matter and and want of credit tims wonderful proposed volume fell deai dead from the tho press at the one hundred and forty jorty eighth eight 11 page leaving waving illin him in debt to tile the amou abou amount t of sixty pounds sterling foy for which he lip had nothing to represent his joss jobs but a 11 pile of unsold numbers no bankrupt bankruptcy py have created loe loc locally a greater noise al lor nor more grief 1 to poor tim as jkelly Bk elly eils chuckled over hia fall liccia meta hyenas h ona ana over overa a dead carease carcass carcase all ali and attributed tl loathe th evil he lie had done a public benefit jinks and bellows had taken the opposite bide side in their critical review for fox their own interest and we ro i ch chagrined ad and left minus to a consider onslo erab able abio 10 amount of money chilo while some komo of ills ids friends pitied although they could not prevent nor remedy the tille evil lie he had brought upon hini hinl himself self seif he called callei several times upon me nic in in the commencement i of his ills publication laughing aarti heartily ly at my hasty rem remarks arks antl and pro hibi hibl tory language but after tho tiie second issue I 1 saw no mome more of him forth for oliree reel mont ment months ils lis his absent gave mo me no par ar ticul f eon concern mcern as I 1 knew he hor would be ash asb ashot ashua 0 o I 1 of his hia former forine r exia exit on n and prie pree enst st i failure nl ure one evelian u t ik f rt t mn min 1 irid inid d nv mr a t letten letter i turned lined ot out olt t to A poe poc ral rai tal al if farewell m to tor ton rif r I 1 ii J 1 I IL td ed from i it ta eon con cont tont tents ants 1 m had lot loo 1 it ft the rhe country lut lut iut early in tl ollow ollo ID mo ran ru i i ii g I 1 revived ree r ived elved another tint 1 ntine liti my Corli company pany im lv y at ni 1 matut loo too street signed mrs niel perusing piru mg the farewell 1 I a se set nl mil time I 1 is AS truck struck s with ulo nie idea til that it was ivas mat front in that establishment I 1 11 bened blind to hie the place and ani just as 1 I e n t bd d the s lri iri ase leadin leading to his I 1 nt I 1 r t the doctor who told v N tim ik ul cut his throat til tin oat but hut 1 1 fahd ii the w und is not dangerous ho thinks think he I 1 ie id id i fhi and you were sent fon for fon for ivy b hi nio hii urit ur it request to comfort lum i 1 eppe eppo e in his hi las last thouis keep him la ia the d da ark uis lus is to his ills rv covery recovery lie lle 1 may rear rc a r open open 11 el 11 e x lound aund and blech bleed to death I 1 h ned up to his bed bedroom room jonm which shiell I 1 was waa 1 1 li the tiie rel rei residence dence denee of allot all ail utin otin her r poets I 1 tho the D or and cind f t kie tie re lay liy ity poor i infatuated tim finif 1 ic 8 ed dupin up ill bed and bandaged bandage J to tj ali i 11 nned hued his eyes as a I 1 entered f LI ot uch lucli an expression ot of counte 1 nan T i 1 iad ad ni ver before ix bore fore witnessed in my 1 hb vi t in athiner I 1 with her t d in ai a hawl bawl t bobbing in ill holc halic i js j tont s the tile astl action of her 1 the aqua squa squalled squal lied led appearance of ever linn jinn ning ar around arund und looked as it if inanimate amate t r eutie elile t uwe une fet act ft t the dread dreadful fill reverse of tims I 1 lige aige ageo oi circumstance circum seame stame I 1 saw li linn lra ira tw t 3 or three times make the tho sign of the cross and mutter something t to 0 li myself that looked for there was no sound of words like all an ava maria oh oil how strangely are we affected with all our infidelity when death stares us in the tho face then our t early education our prepossess prepossessions possessions pre lons ions and p prejudices re return in the weak weakness ness of our declining fault faculties les ies and make us its what wo would KI blush to own in the zenith of our pre professional fess ional philosophy andreason re ason and I 1 may add in the folly and absurdity of our youthful career caleer when thought without reflection and pe dentry without I 1 wisdom lead us to conclusions both and groundless proving the adage to be true that chilt kone kono nono none descends into himself to find i the of his ming mind 1 J looked for sometime at him in I 1 sorrow and at length found courage to say tim my melid friend what is tle tho cause of all this ile he looked at me sparingly insane then tilen put his hand in ill mine ine lne then whispering drawing ly from pain dain r said aid ald lost king ring lost to fame fam eJot jost to my dear wife and lot to the world ia in my profession here I 1 could dould hardly repress a it smile at tims tima three supposed losses when his attention was attracted fora forn moment towards his wife who had at ills his concentrated grief set up a discordant sound something like far off thunder launder 1 I am going said lie lle herook sook jook ing ghastly at me in in di but butt hope you will do 0 justice to my memory I 1 sent wl A t for f or you as my only reliable friend driend knowing that you will arrange and coret my manuscripts I 1 have often thought ought our opposition to my here hero ha ha stopped to adjust the bandage banavage on his ack nek publishing publishing king have lave been my ruin but Chatter chatterton Cb atterton ton top I 1 savage and otway were unfortunate like uke myself in the effort lie he made to enre evre ve expression to this last bente bonte sentence iee lee ice lie swooned back on the pillow I 1 saw hib 19 his 19 ruling passion was strong in alsup p obed peed death 11 ills his wife by frantic cries and clapping her handy hands aroused the neighbors I 1 who filled the room finding that my presence was no longer required qu red I 1 left with the promise to call boon soon toon tank bank fall of the release relm c I 1 felfe interested however in his recovery rhena called upon filo file uio ulo doctor c gloral y oral orai tiffalo timeto eto sto learn of ills contala denee in tn th til course of two months tim got saw him no more at that time tinie hor her left between two tw 0 daye for parts unknown when I 1 re registered gis 3 the lose iose and fat of tho unpaid unfortunate tim Sn knissel issei Issel as a 11 warnell warning to all ail minor poor poets muy mux contribute or pr publish without a reea pense penso for nin hir nir labor or a b idame for dietr ir reward T t 1 foolish and wicked wishes deimund beelow I 1 where though they i are ire bp diles I 1 J yta bich bice they are alwn formed for niel in int to ln a and straightway return ru to 0 llie tte nue une world voiad to torment ent the ad author fior 4 |