Show ATONES FOR HER MISSPENT LIFE BY ENDING IT girl takes all the blame on herself and asks ask for forgiveness new york helm ll atoned for her ber life hy by ending it she said it 11 was fill all lier her milli fault held was seventeen site she came to lo tile elly a few years nun ago before that rile find iipp in flit slie she wine ta to the file alty fly anti staved ith a member of her fiill fin ll who lied bere tills this tik tin tile young irl in hand and proceeded pro ceded to tanch her ho how to lo live without inn ing it in tile die course of time imp helen moved to a rooming house in knit eam fourth Slie had llad nn an arrangement with the alie who allowed her a room relia free fre fr e across tile street lived paul hud had olk nit it a young wrin helen had known kno n in her twine town own they met and she fell it 1 I in ID love lore with him helen moved moved to a bare dittle room at no 63 st SL marks mark place where she paid 5 a week helen still went around with boys bill her money ey ran short she bedno dresses only a skirt skirl and sweater and the skirt was borrowed pai fell III arid was taken to belle vise hospital where here he woe operated on for appendicitis helen went to see him bill there but was driven away hy by tile the young mother that aja bl helen told friends site she would kill kofl herself it if she and caul an get I 1 ml that was the story friends told detectives ie tec tives on the crowded fourth floor landing of no 63 st marks place in she had turned on the gas it a rear room helen lay in bed her body covered with a quilt the medical examiner said she had turned on the gas detectives find note the detectives searching for clews found a note it rend read dearest sweetheart I 1 rend amr message and feel fee very badly indeed it Is all my fault I 1 ruined you hut but I 1 loved you and now I 1 am paying for it please tell your mother I 1 ask her forgiveness and the of the rest of your family 1 I love you only god cod knows how much rut but my sorrow borrow is great paul it hurts me very much indeed I 1 urn um going forever and ever with love your promised wife helen on tile the hack back of the note wag scrib bled 1 I trained ruined you hut bat I 1 am paying for all at bellevue hospital paul anul said 1 picked her up its as I 1 would nil any y other girl hut but recently told lier her it was all off |